Vanessa

flutterby69 @ 2026-10-01T12:11:00

2007-10-01T18:16:21Z

its oct first today and that means i will be in japan in10 days and halloween is just around the corner. i know for some of you that is not a big deal, especially thoes of you who have a birthday just before. but it is still here and you should go do something. i hope everyone gets into it this year and we get to see haloween pictures on facebook later
wish me luck in my japanese search for a cheapish costume

i will try and take lots of pictures and video of the trip and post as soon as i get home

lots of love to thoes i love and love me in return

flutterby69 @ 2026-08-21T06:12:00

2007-08-21T12:12:16Z

alvin and i are not getting married next year.
im not sure when or if the wedding will take place
we are still living together and things for the most part are fine
im sorry if this is the first time hearing this but i didnt want to call everyone to say this

lots of love
not sure if anyone actually checks this
but lots of love anyway
nessa ^.^

i frowed up

2007-06-04T17:04:24Z

the other day chaz had her birthday party. i met everyone at a nice but over heated mexican restaurant where i found ty who seemed to be fine (he holds his booze well so its hard to tell if he is ever drunk) and coop who was clearly intoxicated. when we left we made our way down to the boys' house for some drinks. so it was alvin coop and myself and i decided to play catch up but the only problem was that i decided to play catch up with coop's 151 (ah rum i love thee but...) so coop poured 2 shots and as soon as it touched my lips it turned my stomach. i was burping a horrible burp i have never experienced before and i had to pee so bad. so i go upstairs and start my business thinking "ok ... i'm ok my tummy is gonna be fine its all... burp... uh oh!" burp barf into the tub beside me. i rinsed the tub (only a complete jack ass would leave it) and went down stairs and continued with the rest of the night
this is the first time in my 25 years that i have ever vomited from drinking most people get this out of there system between 16 and 20
i am glad that i had al and coop to laugh at me after it made me feel less of a retard.

flutterby69 @ 2026-05-23T11:56:00

2007-05-23T17:56:27Z

You Are 52% Pure

You're not so innocent... in fact, you're quite unpure.
You have seen and experienced a lot. And you're no worse for the wear!

The 100 Question Purity Test

hehehe

2007-05-21T02:11:57Z

vanessa oakley --
[adjective]:

Having the texture of congealed cheese

for anyone that was curious

2007-05-03T23:54:47Z

Congratulations, Nessa!
Your IQ score is 122

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Word Warrior. This means you have exceptional verbal skills. You can easily make sense of complex issues and take an unusually creative approach to solving problems. Your strengths also make you a visionary. Even without trying you're able to come up with lots of new and creative ideas. And that's just a small part of what we know about you from your test results.

flutterby69 @ 2026-04-28T00:43:00

2007-04-28T06:46:33Z

i am leaving on may 6 and i will be back may 14. im going to see me ma and hopefully she will have the hot tub in working order so we can solve al the problems in the world. it should be a good week, i will miss you guys.

flutterby69 @ 2026-04-23T13:42:00

2007-04-23T19:49:11Z

it has been such a long time since i've seen her.
i was at the bar the other day with alvin and lindsay, there we were just minding our own business and she walks buy. i couldnt breathe i just stared, im glad she didnt notice me. i havent seen her since vanessa got married and it shook my entire body to get that close. i dont think she had the same slanted smile as stephanie but her face and mostly the eyes were just the same.
i almost cried right there at the same time it was the most heart warming feeling i've had in a long time.
if you havent ever lost someone then i dont know if you will understand but getting to see someone that you know is gone fills your heart. i know that it wasnt really her but it was like getting to see her one more time.

i love you steph, i miss you

flutterby69 @ 2026-04-21T02:34:00

2007-04-21T08:35:43Z

http://www.zero7.co.uk/

everyine need to go and check out this band. we all know te song 'in the waiting line' it was featured on the garden state movie. i love it i hope you will too

flutterby69 @ 2026-04-10T14:29:00

2007-04-10T20:29:45Z

alvin and i are missing some books that we have loaned out and we cant remember who has them.
terry goodkind, wizards first rule and phantom
hunter s thompson, fear and loathing in las vegas

i think thats all

too cute for words

2007-04-05T02:46:30Z

http://imreallysad.com/27

remember to happy on your own terms

2007-04-04T00:02:47Z

someday i will figure out how to fix the date of my journal entries
it seems like this is the beginning of the end of our marry band of thieves. with so many changes in life comes the horrible realization that everyhting looses its rosy complection and is left with a shit faced teen with no hopes or dreams.
or ive simply got it all wrong with change comes growth and understanding and a fight lit under the asses of all involved.

lets forget all that bullshit now and just enjoy the game

flutterby69 @ 2026-03-19T15:37:00

2007-03-19T21:33:57Z

today is the first day of many that i am going to get my ass kicked by a trainer. im really excited to see what they are going to have us do. for those of you who are not sure what the hell i am talking about, i signed up for bridal boot camp. which means that 3 times a week for 6-8 weeks (i cant remember) i have a trainer and nutritionist and bunch of us girls have a chance to win and all inclusive honeymoon. i know that i dont have a lot of weight to lose but i think that its based on over all improvement not number of pounds lost. i hope so anyway i dont want to end up looking like a stick with no boobs... a stick with boobs is still gross. we have to take before and after pictures and run an obstacle course. ill let you all know how it went. wish me luck!!!

flutterby69 @ 2026-02-25T14:09:00

2007-02-25T21:12:09Z

here are some pictures of me at cronulla beach. it was a cold and rainy day and i did not want to go!

With all the Love

2007-01-25T01:32:43Z

Reply to this post and I will tell you one reason I like you. Then you must post this on your live journal too.

flutterby69 @ 2026-01-18T17:30:00

2007-01-19T00:32:55Z

ok so im pissed off!!!!
alvin just put $25.00 on my phone today and i got a call from a guy saying that we filled out a thing to win a trip to the bahamas, all he needs was to confirm some info(i think we won) and my phone was cut off saying that i used all $25.00 today!!!!
so now he cant call me back

flutterby69 @ 2026-01-16T22:04:00

2007-01-17T05:04:33Z

http://www.sinfest.net/archive_page.php?comicID=2212

flutterby69 @ 2026-01-14T00:50:00

2007-01-14T07:47:18Z

the last 6 months of my life have been up and down so much that i never really knew what to expect or even how i would react to a situation. i came home early from a very eye opening trip to australia and as things go alvin dropped the biggest question bomb that a guy can! so of course i say yes, and nothing has really stopped from then. we are attempting to have it on april 30/07. we have plans but no budget to do it so, we shall see how it all turns out.

it seems lately that things have been falling apart but i can see that people are picking up and moving on. we are all attempting to become something more than we were in the past, all of us are going through or attempting to make this change. because of that i hope that we can all support eachother without stepping on toes or not recognizing when something has been accomplished even if it is small... there is always something going on it seems. in all this trouble i am so thankful that i have alvin, even if he cant cheer me up every time, he knows i'll come around.

thanks to thoes of you that were the 'ups' in the last 6 months... i really needed you! and to the 'downs' it's not your fault i'm a bitch

flutterby69 @ 2026-01-04T20:22:00

2007-01-05T03:22:13Z

In the year 2007 I resolve to:
Bang the girl who lives next door.

Get your resolution here.

the sad sad tale of gore thumb

2007-01-04T21:50:12Z

the long of the short of the long of it...
i'm leaving alvin's car to go to rachael's house (where im living now). i close the lock as im getting out of the car but just moments before i can shut the pre-locked door my brown purse falls down my arm. my natural reaction is to lower my arm so the bag does not hit the ground as im doing that the massive locked door closes on my left thumb. i start freaking out alvin rushes to unlock the door but alas the damage is done. i run it the house to the bathroom to put it under cold water. there is blood in my hand, on the floor, allover my new cell phone. i look down at my nail and notice that it is still attached at the top and well that can only mean that its not attached at the bottom. it has come up from underneath my skin and is not lookin' good.
alvin then drives me to the hospital where i proceed to cry. after i finally get help i get an x-ray to see that nothing was broken but the nail must be jammed back in place or else! so i get "frozen" and i say "frozen" because i well after 45 min i could still feel pain at the tip of the thumb. the lovely doctor asked if i need to be frozen again or just to giver. now i wasn't really clear but i thought that i said to freeze more but he thought i said giver... so he just went and shoved the nail back in place.
if only it was that easy... so he shoves both sides if the nail in then its just one stitch to freedom... oops as the stitch went in the nail popped out so we have to take the stitch out and put the nail back in and try again with the stitch. the stitch doesn't want to go through the hole in the nail the first stitch went through. eventually its fixed i am holding my thumb in place so that the nail will stay until the splint goes on.
the splint does on no problem ... the doctor then says to me 'when was the last time you had a tetanus shot?' well i think and reply ' i cant remember i must have been a child' the doctor says ' well guess what you just volunteered for?'
fiddle de de this will require a tetanus shot
last night the thumb in question was bleeding through my bandages so i had to change it this morning. it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be the nail did NOT come out and i feel good ... for course good means im in a lot of fucking pain but compared to the pelvis this isn't all that bad
i will post some gross pictures on the comments next time i change the bandage (prolly tomorrow) so be prepared for nessa's yucky thumb

flutterby69 @ 2006-12-24T13:21:00

2006-12-24T20:21:17Z

reading braden's post got me thinking... it doesn't matter how far a way you seem to be or how different you think you are someone somewhere is going through or has been through what you are living right now. there is trouble ahead but stress is not going to fix it. i would say that everything is all fucked up but i know there are those who would say 'vanessa nothing is fucked up' and they are right its just a little complicated right now.
there are always things that needs to either be done or figured out and right now it seems that a lot of people feel that way, maybe its the season for it or maybe we are all collectively strange but whatever, i think what im attempting to say is ... im not really sure. i haven't posted im a very long time and i have done so many things that i would love to share but right now the words fail me because i seem to be occupied by other things and that i know that some people reading thins will know many things im referring to and others will look at this like crazy ramblings of someone they haven't seen in what seems like a long time.
i miss you guys more that i can say and i need the comfort of friends i love and trust, old friends and new.

flutterby69 @ 2025-11-30T17:47:00

2006-12-01T00:51:08Z

ok since my last post i have decided to go to cairns in feb for some hostel and some scuba (just gotta see the great barrior reef) i'm planning to stay there for a week or less to get drunk and have fun so thanks for your words of love and ass kicking i needed it and ty happy birthday.

i am so fucking done with this country!

2006-11-29T05:51:42Z

ok well its beautiful and new and exciting and all but i just dont care anymore. i wanna see the great barrier reef and get the fuck off this rock! i miss my home my familt my friends and mostly alvin (oh god babe this sucks) i hate my brother and i am very thankful(for ali and) that peter (al's step brother) is letting me stay at his house for a while but still i really rally wanna change my ticket and just come home. neteller had not payed me my last pay cheque so my car insurance that was supposed to be coming out of my acct well... didnt so no more insurance for me also i have to go see a bone specalist when i get home and the sooner the better. i know that if i do come early some part of me will hate it i am really looking forward to being able to hangout with russ when he is down but right now i dont care im done im pissy and i ready to come home the worse thing is that neteller is finally giving me my last paycheque so now financially i can do it i could potentially be home for new years. well for now i will tough it out cuz i have to and ill see what you guys think

flutterby69 @ 2025-11-20T17:39:00

2006-11-20T08:13:32Z

ok lets try again

flutterby69 @ 2025-11-19T23:19:00

2006-11-20T06:30:43Z

here are some pictures of what i have been up to lately. enjoy